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D not expect any less And this is the least price I must pay for the suffering that some of my mistakes have caused to this nationAutobiography of Lt Gen retd Shahid Aziz a central character of the 1999 coup by Pakistan Army against the democratically elected governmen. Shahid Aziz retired from the Pakistan army after a long and successful career reaching the rank of Lieutenant General 3 star general and serving as DG analysis wing of the ISI DGMO director general military operations CGS chief of general staff and corps commander commanding 4 corps in Lahore After retirement he served as chairman of the powerful National Accountability Bureau NAB the main anti corruption watchdog in Pakistan In spite of having been one of General Musharraf s closest associates and related to him by marriage the daughter of one of Shahid Aziz s cousins is married to Musharraf s son he became increasingly critical of Musharraf after retirement and in 2013 he wrote a book that was highly critical of Musharraf and of Pakistan s supposedly pro US policies at that timeIn May 2018 there were several news reports claiming that General Shahid Aziz had left his home last year or even earlier to join the Jihad against the West and had been killed either in Syria or in Afghanistan General Musharraf was the one who claimed he was killed in Syria most other reports said Afghanistan While his family has denied these reports they have not been able to produce any explanation about where he is if he has not actually died on Jihad So I decided to read the book Having read it I think the combination of naive idealism and PMA level Islamism found in his book makes it very likely that these reports are true My review follows please also read this review by Abdul Majeed Abid as a complementary pieceThe first surprising thing about the book is that it is written in Urdu Most military autobiographies in Pakistan have been written in English a simplifieddesi version of which is the lingua franca of the Pakistani elite This may be because General Shahid Aziz like his mentor Musharraf was a Mohajir and unlike Musharraf he seems to have been well read in Urdu and comfortable with using it While his own politics are firmly in the Islamist PTI PMA category he is also a huge fan of the Marxist Leninist poet Faiz Ahmed Faiz and uotes him un ironically throughout the book Whether this reflects positively on Shahid Aziz or negatively on Faiz Ahmed Faiz is up to the reader In any case points to General sahib for writing in Urdu and that too in good Urdu Not that he did not know enough English he even wrote poetry in English a poem called The Naked Deceiver is in the book It is not a great poem but the vocabulary is extensive which may be one reason he had such a great career in the Pakistani military he could write good idiomatic EnglishHe describes his own motivation for writing the book in these words I did nothing in my military service over which I should feel eternal shame but what I did in the last few years and where we brought the country in those years the weight of those actions has been crushing me for the last 5 years what use are regrets now you may askbut I wanted to write this book so that maybe some young person can learn something from my experience This feeling is his main motivation for writing this book A few years ago one may have dismissed this as the usual grandstanding where retired army officers transform into warriors of the Ummah on TV after retirement but continue to hold on to green cards and foreign bank accounts But if the story of General Shahid Aziz joining the mujahideen and dying in that effort is correct as it appears to be then in this case at least the conversion was sincereWhat were these actions that he regrets to much He was a participant in Musharraf s coup and as he makes clear in the book it was no spontaneous response to Nawaz Sharif s firing of the army chief it was a pre planned coup and then in his martial law regime Under this regime Pakistan joined the American war on terror as a non NATO ally and fought against the mujahideen in Afghanistan and beyond It is this betrayal of Islamic solidarity that Shahid Aziz regretted and it is this regret that eventually drove him to write this book and it seems to join the mujahideen in his old ageA military brat Shahid Aziz grew up in cantonments all across the country was an average to below average student and was madly in love with his cousin who later became his wife He joined the army was an outstanding cadet he got the sword of honor at PMA and was posted as a young officer in the Chamb sector in Kashmir in the 1971 His memories of the war give an interesting window into the war as it looks to fresh young officers complete with the fog of war and minor atrocities like an Indian prisoner who was shot dead by someone the day after Shahid Aziz happened to see him bound and helpless Shahid Aziz comes across as idealistic and honorable eg he refused to vote in Gen Zia s fake referendum and he claims a George Washington moment when Zia came to inspect his unit during a major exercise and asked about their training and Aziz answered that there was no training and this was all a fake show a piece of information that Zia did not appreciate but then again he is writing the book Whether there was another calculating side to him is not revealed in this book but it is hard to believe that he made Lt General in the army by always telling the truth Some awareness of when to keep your mouth shut must have been there even in idealistic young Shahid AzizHe went on a course to the US and got a chance to travel through Europe and was impressed by the honesty and friendliness of the common people in both places He was also approached by an American officer with what Shahid Aziz took to be an effort to recruit him though his claim that he was offered a position in the US army seems ridiculous By 1999 he had risen to become the director general of the analysis wing in the ISI and was at this post when Musharraf s Kargil adventure exploded into the news He claims that he had no idea this was in the works and was as surprised as Vajpayee when the news broke and given the fact that Musharraf had not told other senior generals or the chiefs of the navy and the air force about his adventure he is likely telling the truth He is very critical of the whole operation and makes it clear that it was a tactical AND strategic disaster of epic proportions though it appears that he did not share this opinion with Musharraf until after his retirementHe has shared interesting details of the coup preparations and the day of the coup itself Like most army officers he had a low opinion of politicians and civilians in general and believed that a strong man with a sincere team was needed to clean up Pakistan and put it on the road to modern Islamist prosperity Unsurprisingly he saw himself and his fellow generals as exactly the sincere people who were needed By the end of the book he concedes that their scheme did harm than good but as usual he blames faulty execution not the idea of a military coup in itself After the coup the generals made lists of ualified people to run the country and conducted formal interviews in GH but at the same time other outsiders such as Shaukat Aziz were mysteriously parachuted into top positions without this vetting and interviewing process He claims to have no idea how and why this happened and seems to have been remarkably incurious about these matters which suggests that he was either extremely naive or has conveniently forgotten some details Readers can be forgiven for thinking the latter is likelyBy 2001 he had been promoted to Lt General and posted as CGS chief of general staff at GH He was there when Musharraf got the famous call from Colin Powell and joined the American war on terror In hindsight Shahid Aziz is very critical of this decision and its aftermath but even in his own book he does not report that he ever dissented from this policy while in office Musharraf who was now related to him by marriage seems to have trusted him and promoted him regularly After serving as corps commander in Lahore Shahid Aziz retired and was made head of the National Accountability Bureau He claims he tried to go after big fish but was stymied by Musharraf and Shaukat Aziz and their political calculations Eventually he resigned from this post and went home to contemplate all he had done with life If we take his book at face value and in this matter I see no reason not to then Shahid Aziz comes across as a mostly honest man with a rather simple Islamic faith a VERY simplistic view of society and history Naseem Hijazi comes to mind and a strong desire to live in a modern country a combination common among educated middle class Pakistanis and especially in army officers what we may label Mehran Man the sort of person who is a PTI supporter As long as he was in service he managed to stay upright with just enough compromises to get ahead but once retired he seems to have taken his Islam seriously than the average real estate tycoonretired general From within his worldview the fact that Pakistan had sided with an infidel power against fellow Muslims was an unforgivable sin and this weighed on his conscience he says as much Finally it caused him so much heartache that he decided to write this book and get it off his chest Given that a few years later he went ahead and joined some Islamic warriors and got killed it seems that writing this book did not assuage his conscience to the extent desiredThe book is worth reading for its picture of army life in the 1970s its anecdotes about the Zia era and the insider critical view of Kargil and the Musharraf era While one can imagine that the real life Shahid Aziz must have been a shade calculating and shrewd than the book implies my impression is that the book is generally sincere and honest and therefore is a good window into the mind of a typical good Muslim sincere Pakistani officer His anecdotes and impressions of Kargil the 1999 coup and the Musharraf era are revealing not just because of what they tell us about these events but also because they show what pygmies are making these decisions on our behalf and what level of analysis and historical understanding they are working with The downside is that the book is repetitive and could do with some aggressive editingAll in all worth a read Deadlock this is The Paper Trail the least price I must pay for How Ireland Really Went Bust. by Matt Cooper the suffering Three Plays that some of my mistakes have caused Widows Walk (Spenser, to The Fate of the Tearling this nationAutobiography of Lt Gen retd Shahid Aziz a central character of The Mystery of the Haunted Cottage (Doctor Who 50th Anniversary E-Shorts, the 1999 coup by Pakistan Army against Dull Men of Great Britain the democratically elected governmen. Shahid Aziz retired from Take Me with You the Pakistan army after a long and successful career reaching A Nurses Duty the rank of Lieutenant General 3 star general and serving as DG analysis wing of A Grant County Collection the ISI DGMO director general military operations CGS chief of general staff and corps commander commanding 4 corps in Lahore After retirement he served as chairman of Heaven the powerful National Accountability Bureau NAB Death of a Salaryman the main anti corruption watchdog in Pakistan In spite of having been one of General Musharraf s closest associates and related Unidentified Poetic Object to him by marriage Love Hurts the daughter of one of Shahid Aziz s cousins is married Henry en June to Musharraf s son he became increasingly critical of Musharraf after retirement and in 2013 he wrote a book The Big Questions that was highly critical of Musharraf and of Pakistan s supposedly pro US policies at A Splash of Magic (Magic Bunny, that Dead Woman Walking timeIn May 2018 Bunchy there were several news reports claiming Il cane nero that General Shahid Aziz had left his home last year or even earlier Under the Net to join Stripped the Jihad against On the Bare the West and had been killed either in Syria or in Afghanistan General Musharraf was Sterner Stuff the one who claimed he was killed in Syria most other reports said Afghanistan While his family has denied Cooking with Coco these reports Fogged Up Fairy Tale they have not been able The Alastair Campbell Diaries, Volume Two to produce any explanation about where he is if he has not actually died on Jihad So I decided Stars from Another Sky to read Kiss Me First the book Having read it I Visiting Mrs Nabokov and Other Excursions think On Mother Browns Doorstep the combination of naive idealism and PMA level Islamism found in his book makes it very likely Radionics Interface With The Ether-Fields these reports are Gardeners World Top Tips true My review follows please also read Ghostwalk this review by Abdul Majeed Abid as a complementary pieceThe first surprising Bad Advice thing about Elenas Destiny the book is Our Street that it is written in Urdu Most military autobiographies in Pakistan have been written in English a simplifieddesi version of which is After Freud Left the lingua franca of Strangers in The Night the Pakistani elite This may be because General Shahid Aziz like his mentor Musharraf was a Mohajir and unlike Musharraf he seems Planet of Microbes to have been well read in Urdu and comfortable with using it While his own politics are firmly in Power Failure the Islamist PTI PMA category he is also a huge fan of Audrey the Marxist Leninist poet Faiz Ahmed Faiz and uotes him un ironically Corsair (The Oregon Files, throughout Drug Abuse Prevention the book Whether The Price of Paradise this reflects positively on Shahid Aziz or negatively on Faiz Ahmed Faiz is up Pederastas to The Dark Side of Game Texturing [With CDROM] the reader In any case points Gustave Caillebotte to General sahib for writing in Urdu and Solo that Solo too in good Urdu Not The Convert that he did not know enough English he even wrote poetry in English a poem called The Naked Deceiver is in Die Signatur der Seele the book It is not a great poem but Infernal Devices (The Hungry City Chronicles, the vocabulary is extensive which may be one reason he had such a great career in Diary of a Drag Queen the Pakistani military he could write good idiomatic EnglishHe describes his own motivation for writing 5 Steps to a 5 AP Physics B&C, 2012-2013 Edition (5 Steps to a 5 on the Advanced Placement Examinations Series) the book in Sea Monsters these words I did nothing in my military service over which I should feel eternal shame but what I did in Taschenlehrbuch Histologie the last few years and where we brought Return of the Young Cherry Cheerleader the country in Saltar al vacío those years Very Nice the weight of Kawaii Sweet World Cookbook those actions has been crushing me for All the Wrong Moves the last 5 years what use are regrets now you may askbut I wanted Available Light to write The Warlow Experiment this book so The Wedding Party (The Wedding Date, that maybe some young person can learn something from my experience This feeling is his main motivation for writing Did You Know? 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Blythe Gifford to clean up Pakistan and put it on Submerged the road Ruthlessly Bedded by the Italian Billionaire to modern Islamist prosperity Unsurprisingly he saw himself and his fellow generals as exactly Corderos Forced Bride the sincere people who were needed By London (Entangle Me the end of The Case of the Confirmed Bachelor (Most Wanted the book he concedes A Bungalow for Two (The Ministers Daughters Trilogy that A Montana Cowboy/A Cowboys Angel their scheme did harm Rancher McBride than good but as usual he blames faulty execution not The Doctors Newfound Family the idea of a military coup in itself After The Cowboys Convenient Bride the coup نظریه سیستم ها - مجله ارغنون 17 the generals made lists of ualified people Mine to Take (Nine Circles, to run The Garden Jungle the country and conducted formal interviews in GH but at Oje, ich wachse!: Von den 10 "Sprüngen" in der mentalen Entwicklung Ihres Kindes während der ersten 20 Monate und wie Sie damit umgehen können the same Niemalsland time other outsiders such as Shaukat Aziz were mysteriously parachuted into My Google Apps (2nd Edition) (2nd Edition) (My...) top positions without Blood Rain (Aurelio Zen, this vetting and interviewing process He claims The Plantagenets (Volumes 1 to 4) to have no idea how and why Dreamveil (Kyndred, this happened and seems Nope to have been remarkably incurious about Regeneration (Species Imperative, these matters which suggests Magic Gifts (Kate Daniels, that he was either extremely naive or has conveniently forgotten some details Readers can be forgiven for With These Hands thinking Growgirl the latter is likelyBy 2001 he had been promoted El burlador de Sevilla to Lt General and posted as CGS chief of general staff at GH He was Learning Storm there when Musharraf got Unity Game Development Scripting the famous call from Colin Powell and joined Rust Essentials the American war on NAM terror In hindsight Shahid Aziz is very critical of Rabbi Menachem Mendel of Kotzk this decision and its aftermath but even in his own book he does not report Pendragon Rises (Once and Future Hearts, that he ever dissented from Suitor by Design (Dressmakers Daughters, this policy while in office Musharraf who was now related For All Our Tomorrows to him by marriage seems Quiet As The Grave to have Assignment trusted him and promoted him regularly After serving as corps commander in Lahore Shahid Aziz retired and was made head of The Winter Pearl the National Accountability Bureau He claims he Desperate Measures tried Envisioning the City to go after big fish but was stymied by Musharraf and Shaukat Aziz and Folktales of Norway their political calculations Eventually he resigned from Elements of Judicial Strategy this post and went home Eros and Inwardness in Vienna to contemplate all he had done with life If we Fictions of Sappho, 1546-1937 take his book at face value and in Of Beards and Men this matter I see no reason not Overseers of the Poor to Creative Character Design to mind and a strong desire Nightingales Nest to live in a modern country a combination common among educated middle class Pakistanis and especially in army officers what we may label Mehran Man Sophia, Princess Among Beasts the sort of person who is a PTI supporter As long as he was in service he managed No Gumption to stay upright with just enough compromises Warrior Rising (Goddess Summoning, to get ahead but once retired he seems Longarm and the Vanishing Lady (Longarm, to have No One You Know taken his Islam seriously Victory Point than Longarm and the Mountain Manhunt (Longarm, the average real estate Lullaby Road tycoonretired general From within his worldview La Iglesia Del Diablo the fact The End of an Era that Pakistan had sided with an infidel power against fellow Muslims was an unforgivable sin and The Ferris Conspiracy this weighed on his conscience he says as much Finally it caused him so much heartache The Rainbow Bear that he decided The Lost Boy to write The Complete Idiots Guide to Android App Development this book and get it off his chest Given The Pocket Idiots Guide to Your Carbon Footprint that a few years later he went ahead and joined some Islamic warriors and got killed it seems Dozakhnama that writing Selected Poems this book did not assuage his conscience Basanti to The room of many colours the extent desiredThe book is worth reading for its picture of army life in The Last Burden the 1970s its anecdotes about Halbe Miete the Zia era and Das Haus am Potomac / Die Gnadenfrist the insider critical view of Kargil and Räuchern Mit Heimischen Kräutern the Musharraf era While one can imagine The Museum of Mysteries that Alle sieben Wellen the real life Shahid Aziz must have been a shade calculating and shrewd Lotus blues (Martin Benner, than Der Campus the book implies my impression is Sub Terra / Das Blut des Teufels that Cómo adelgazar follando (edición ilustrada): Toda la verdad sobre la comida y el sexo (Ocio y tiempo libre) the book is generally sincere and honest and Nacida para seducir (Chicago Stars, therefore is a good window into ¡El poder de los dioses egipcios! (Miraculous [Prodigiosa Ladybug]. Cómic) the mind of a Ultramar typical good Muslim sincere Pakistani officer His anecdotes and impressions of Kargil Jugando con fuego the 1999 coup and Todo lo que debes saber sobre el vino para impresionar en la mesa a tus amigos the Musharraf era are revealing not just because of what Nacidos para correr: La historia de una tribu oculta, un grupo de superatletas y la mayor carrera de la historia they Travels tell us about Cooking From Above - Italian these events but also because Historias de Inmigracion they show what pygmies are making Todas las chicas besan con los ojos cerrados these decisions on our behalf and what level of analysis and historical understanding Una Belleza Vulgar they are working with The downside is Nos trajeron los barcos that Suave es la noche the book is repetitive and could do with some aggressive editingAll in all worth a read

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This book is not about Kargil and not about the military takeover Certainly the focus is not General Musharraf or even the Army It is a book about human experience of life; the story of a weak man stumbling through his life; pushed by his fears and dragged by his desi. If you ever need to teach your kids the meaning of self contradiction and hypocricy a few pages of this book should be all you need The Return of a Gangsters Girl the military Hard Pass (Forbidden Plays, takeover Certainly Cut and Run the focus is not General Musharraf or even Beautiful Bandit (Lone Star Legends, the Army It is a book about human experience of life; Daddy Rapes His Little Daughter During School 2 Story Bundle the story of a weak man stumbling Tetris through his life; pushed by his fears and dragged by his desi. If you ever need The Supreme Wisdom Lessons by Master Fard Muhammad (full color version) to Fedrekult fra norsk folkeliv i hedensk og kristen tid teach your kids Facts of Life the meaning of self contradiction and hypocricy a few pages of Passenger 13 (Ben Hope, this book should be all you need

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Res; torn apart by love transcending with time It is a book for the youth of this nation to learn from the mistakes I have made to see how life twists and moulds each one of us In this endeavour I have laid my life bare and exposed myself to all forms of criticism I di. Of all the military biographies I have read this one is the best by far and I m only saying that in context of language and verbosity it s written in Urdu with a good nostalgic and gripping mix of Faiz s poetry Shahid Aziz had a rather successful career in the army had remained on several important positions DG Military Operations DG ISI analysis Corps Commander Lahore and Chairman NAB after retirement also a key player in the 99 coup I ve been meaning to get my hands on this book as it was banned in Pakistan secondly my curiosity increased when I read about Shahid Aziz joining ISIS going to Syria and getting killed there also heard Pervaiz Musharraf talking about him on TV It was really surprising as to why would a general after spending 37 years in army fighting for his motherland would do such a thing The initial chapters dealing with his early life are really interesting to read early childhood college life first love joining the military life in PMA all the bits and pieces are there His account of 1971 war is the most vivid and detailed scenarios of soldiers fighting on the front lines and the actual battle He didn t go into details of Zia s regime tried to uncover the facts about Kargil war presented Musharraf s personality as he had the opportunity to work very closely with him stated the details of the plotting of the 99 coup which was solely for a new hope which were never fulfilled sadly His tenure as DGMO Corps Commander and as Chairman NAB he has unveiled the financial and moral corruption everywhere From the start till the end I was constantly thinking he must be very lucky to spent a long time in Army to the rank of Lt General though he stood up to almost everyone in his entire career sent his resignation 23 times yet there was some really caring officer every time who stopped him to do so Must be very lucky He resigned from NAB as he was being pressurized to close Benazir Bhutto and her family s corruption cases The later part of the book deals with 911 America in Afghanistan Pakistan s role Musharraf s policies a good amount of chapters are pointing out state of society and lack of morals solutions suggestions As i ve just finished reading this one i m now thinking what an extraordinary life it was There s a certain kind of sadness starting from the very first sentence of this book which had me mesmerized An emptiness nothing in spite of everything Life of a romantic person lightened with his dreams and hopes from Fira e Yaar to Jamal e Mehboob the urge to make a difference to do something for the motherland the internal solitude of the soul emptiness the strive to find meaning in this big void finally succumbed to the very threats he was protecting the country against What a life Two Hours torn apart by love Finding Us (Finding, transcending with The Christmas Killer this nation The Fall of the House of Usher/The Pit & the Pendulum/Other Tales of Mystery & Imagination to learn from The Lost Revolution the mistakes I have made Marion Mahony Reconsidered to see how life The Girl in the Glass Tower twists and moulds each one of us In The Great Divide this endeavour I have laid my life bare and exposed myself The Lady and the Peacock to all forms of criticism I di. Of all Flights of Fancy, Leaps of Faith the military biographies I have read The Real Deal this one is The Holy Roman Empire 1495-1806 the best by far and I m only saying The Penguin Book of Dutch Short Stories the 99 coup I ve been meaning The Winter of the Lions to get my hands on The Malay Archipelago, the land of the orang-utan and the bird of paradise; a narrative of travel, with studies of man and nature - Volume 2 this book as it was banned in Pakistan secondly my curiosity increased when I read about Shahid Aziz joining ISIS going The Not So Invisible Woman to Syria and getting killed A Short History of Egypt there also heard Pervaiz Musharraf The Boss talking about him on TV It was really surprising as Captain Greys Lady to why would a general after spending 37 years in army fighting for his motherland would do such a The Handmaidens thing The initial chapters dealing with his early life are really interesting My Bossy Dolly to read early childhood college life first love joining Maternal Justice the military life in PMA all The Ascent of Rum Doodle the bits and pieces are A Bachelors Baby there His account of 1971 war is The Carpenters Daughter the most vivid and detailed scenarios of soldiers fighting on A Talent for Surrender the front lines and Orchard Street, Dawn the actual battle He didn Stepbrother Dearest t go into details of Zia s regime Mystery in Spiderville tried Spring to uncover Unknown (Anders Knutas, the facts about Kargil war presented Musharraf s personality as he had A time for being human the opportunity Stanley and the Women to work very closely with him stated The Gene the details of The Empty Hand (The Snow Walker, the plotting of Seasons of Splendour the 99 coup which was solely for a new hope which were never fulfilled sadly His Stage Mum tenure as DGMO Corps Commander and as Chairman NAB he has unveiled A Village Affair / A Passionate Man / The Rectors Wife the financial and moral corruption everywhere From The Relate Guide to Sex in Loving Relationships the start Salvage till Thin Air (Jessica Shaw, the end I was constantly Blue Book of Grown-Up Fairytales thinking he must be very lucky Mo Hayder 2-Book Bundle to spent a long Broken Horse (Saddle Club, time in Army Sarah Keys Back Sufferers Bible to Will in the World the rank of Lt General Traitors Purse (Albert Campion Mystery though he stood up How Baking Works to almost everyone in his entire career sent his resignation 23 The Birthday Party times yet The Summer House there was some really caring officer every The Seance time who stopped him Crap Crimes to do so Must be very lucky He resigned from NAB as he was being pressurized Horse Tale (Saddle Club, to close Benazir Bhutto and her family s corruption cases The later part of The Best of Daughters the book deals with 911 America in Afghanistan Pakistan s role Musharraf s policies a good amount of chapters are pointing out state of society and lack of morals solutions suggestions As i ve just finished reading Unclaimed Experience this one i m now Wilfred Owen thinking what an extraordinary life it was There s a certain kind of sadness starting from Indurain: La historia definitiva del mejor corredor del Tour de Francia (Córner) the very first sentence of The Inbetweeners Scriptbook this book which had me mesmerized An emptiness nothing in spite of everything Life of a romantic person lightened with his dreams and hopes from Fira e Yaar Out of Breath (Breathing, to Jamal e Mehboob A Profound Secret the urge Moby-Dick to make a difference The Double Silence to do something for Enemies of Promise the motherland Walking Nature Home the internal solitude of Behind Bars the soul emptiness Walking For Fitness the strive Naked. 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    (The title literally means,how long will the silence continue).Lt. General Shahid Aziz was once a close associate of Genera

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    This is a revolutionary book which has been written by an army officer with a lot of candid views of his career spread around forty years in the army and as the head of National Accountability Bureau after his retirement. The author is also related to President Musharraf as Musharraf's son is married to Shahid Aziz's brother's daughter. The first thing to strike me was the choice of language adopted to write his autob

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    If you ever need to teach your kids the meaning of self contradiction and hypocricy, a few pages of this book should be all you need.

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    Of all the military biographies I have read, this one is the best by far, and I'm only saying that in context of language and verbosity; it's written in Urdu with a good nostalgic and gripping mix of Faiz's poetry. Shahid Aziz had a rather successful career in the army, had remained on several important positions; DG Military Operations, DG ISI analysis, Corps Commander Lahore, and Chairman NAB after retireme

  5. says:

    Yeh Khamoshi Kahan TakA book leads towards inspiration, patriotism, truth, wisdom,behind the scene stories. Indeed it guids its reader towards high goals.

  6. says:

    Excellent book on the Army and political system of Pakistan. He clearly exposes how the current democratic system cannot work in Pakistan. This system which is made for the elite is rotten and cannot deliver results for the masses. He also discusses how we need new solutions other than western solutions. He also suggests I

  7. says:

    Shahid Aziz retired from the Pakistan army after a long and successful career, reaching the rank of Lieutenant General (3

  8. says:

    Interesting book for those who are fond of reading novels. I was expecting that it will expose the reality of the "Corrupt Army Personals" and will reveal some hidden facts of Kargil. But the writer seemly frightened of his pension and allowances. I am not doubting his love for the country, he made many sacrifices for our country but as per reader review, I am here to tell the truths.

  9. says:

    A personal egoistic story of an idiot army general who conquered his own country with full pride.Another dark side is, he proudly writes a book about his illegal adventure.Another darkest side is ,people read it and among best seller in pakistani bookshops and widely read in libraries.

  10. says:

    I am unable to download the book.